10 Years

Ten Years ago today something happened that changed the course of my life forever... Ten Years ago today was the beginning of an amazing, bumpy, sad, painful, joyful road that would lead to the most amazing thing in my life... My Son. Ten Years ago at 4:30 pm My Then Friend Mario Puente asked me to be more than his friend... I had waited months for that moment to happen and as suprised as I was I knew it was somthing that would happen sooner or later cause what Denise wanted Denise Got!! From that moment on my view of what love was completely changed! I was an inexperienced spoiled brat who took him for granted and hurt him badly, but made him even happier at times. We were young and had no idea what the future held. Ten years is a long time to know someone... I can tell what he's thinking without him saying a word, I get irritated at the things he does sometimes as does he with me... I feel like we've both changed, sometimes not for the better but how could we not change. We put eachother through the best and the worst of situations. We shared a horrible painful experience twice.... the lose of two of our children both 2 months into my pregnancy. We shared amazing experiences like school dances, the night he proposed, the day of our wedding, the birth of our son. We went through rough times that broke us like Basic training, and 2 deployments. Now we find ourselves lost because we have thrown ourselves into different projects... him his work... me our son... sometimes i feel like my vision is so clouded by so many outside things I cant see or find him. Rough times still lie ahead and I hope that we can survive them the way we have so far. Ten Years ago today my life changed and No matter what... I wouldnt change it for the world!