Looking Past the Fear

Today I woke up and realized time is flying by. I cant seem to slow it down even for a little while. I think of all the new things that will come from leaving California once again and as exciting as it seems I am terrified of how this move will affect our lives. Growing up my sister, my mom and I were all we really had so leaving them when I got married was so hard, harder than i had even thought it would be. Now I have a godson who I love seeing and who my son loves to play with so much and i'll be taking that away from both he and I in a few months! This move also brings uncertainty, Will we find a good place to live? Will we meet new friends? Will my husband get deployment orders once we get there? Right now I live in such a perfect world with family 30 minutes away, no possibility of my husband getting deployed, the latest he comes home from work is 8 o'clock and I sleep soundly knowing that when I wake up he will be there next to me. Tomorrow always brings new suprises and all I can do is take them as they come. I have to look past my insecurities and be strong for my family who will definitely hate seeing us go. I will have to keep my eye on the prize... a new adventure and the possibility of coming home atleast 3 times a year :) Here's too New Possibilies!